TRAUMATIC RELEASE (part one)
So much pain I experienced during Ceremony. Filled with tears and aches and a wailing so mind blowing, i felt out of control.
But when i landed, i saw it…what a gift, so much traumatic release i experienced.
Amazing lessons were learned and profound healing has happened. The integration of these lessons now begins with an active and conscious dedication to want to change for the better. To become an even better version of myself.
Each time I go into ceremony I try to have no expectations knowing that mother AYA will take me where is necessary in my healing.
It’s a profound and incredible experience.
To walk away with a warm sense of knowing that I am a child of the universe and loved unconditionally is a gift received from mother AYA.
I have taken these bold steps in my healing, and now i know my body, mind and Spirit are being blessed with an enlightened reality.
What I walk away with is feeling the truth that love is the ultimate law of life.
It rotates, it migrates, it integrates, it levitates. It is the essential thing that help us breathe, receive and understand one another.
Through ceremony I was reminded that the only constant is change in this life.
This is humbling, but scary, as I know to flow with the go is how I will best travel with the journey to the mysteries of this great world.
Today I walk with grace, now knowing that I am protected by love, knowing that love is surrounding me.
I understand my potential self is infinite.
As I am reminded of all of these things, I remember to be happy, for when I am happy, everybody looks up and shares my happiness.
Love breeds love.
My personal growth lies with the unknown and my courage permits me to explore this space.
So now I give thanks for the unknown blessings that are already on their way.
I accept the challenges that I’m facing with excitement, as they may become my greatest gift.
I understand my life is best lived by focusing on my goals and dancing through all other distractions.
I will practice letting my thoughts come from a place filled with hope, and trust they will guide me, and all those around me.
Knowing that I am a child of the universe I can measure my love by bringing it to each day and by the joy I experience in each moment.
To all of us, may this day be the day to lead us to peace to happiness and to joy…
Love and light
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